Posted in <3, dear god, hope you got my letter, deep thoughts, Devotional, Japan, NO BORDER, Revelations

Surreal


Everything just feels crazy right now. To be honest, everything just feels so surreal. Is this really happening?  

I just checked myself to see if it’s a dream or not and it’s real. This is really something that is happening to me…

 

Yet, I feel that I am  not ready. There are so many things that keep me here, but also there are so many things that need to change.I have to let go and get used to change. Because God allowed this to happen to me – this life long dream to come true for me…

He has so blessed me. And I am forever grateful. But I am also dying with excitement for what is to come…  I am also scared as well… this is my big break in life. LORD Guide me.

Another blessing came to me today when I got a letter from a friend, Mia. I know we had our differences, but I learned that she has also been saved and after we separately found Jesus, now is the time  to reconcile. I thank God that He has given me back my sister and friend and NO BORDER.

I just feel anxiety all over. Gah, I need to relax

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A 30 something fangirl, writer, artist and dreamer, a princess by day and ninja by night who believes in magic, true love and wants to change the world one brush stroke at a time. Marikit is a self-taught artist learning more about art and the world around her.

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