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unpleasable

I don’t know what the hell their problem is but both my parents seem to treat me like a stupid 5 year old today.

I only tried to give my neice juice this morning, and she told me I wasn’t thinking. What?! She was the one feeding the kid chocolate!

Now in the car, dad told me I lacked focus. What does focus have to do with my brothers playful banter?besides, I know that already. I do lack focus but is it so wrong?

I am not them and I can never be. I can’t be their lawywer son. All I am to them is a disappointment. No matter what I do, I will never be good enough. I will always be failure.

They are unpleasable – it makes me wonder why I even try.

Maybe because I want them to be proud of me too, because they never seem to be

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A 30 something fangirl, writer, artist and dreamer, a princess by day and ninja by night who believes in magic, true love and wants to change the world one brush stroke at a time. Marikit is a self-taught artist learning more about art and the world around her.

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