I have forgotten you? Nah. just been hanging out at deviantart a lot. Am I turning into an Emo-kid who hates the world? No. But I am keeping myself busy with a lot of things. Art, Plushie Making, Cosplay planning — trying to distract myself from the realities that wear me down. I have to try to keep my head up no matter what. I have to keep happy. I have to smile. Though there are times I don’t want to.
What the hell am I doing to myself? I don’t even know anymore. All I know is that things will get better. They have to,