I think I feel absolutely insane today. I don’t know what I am feeling. I am fairly sad about what has been going on. I should be doing more than this. But I have to take what is given me and probably thank God for this long vacation.
But I can’t be idle. I go absolutely gaga when I am. See the picture? I feel absolutely insane. I want to do things, yet I couldn’t fulfill everything that I want to do because I have limited resources. Limited time. Limited patience to do so. And it pisses me off to no end that I can’t be productive.
Though, right now, at least, I have my camera. I can do a bit of fashion/ conceptual and practice photography. Even if I am a newb at this, I think I have a bit of talent.
This post is going nowhere fast. It’s just like my mind right now. I can’t focus. I can’t even think right. And that is why I am easily pissed off…
I should try getting a chill pill. maybe that would help.