I will be completely honest and say that I am dreading going back to work. Tomorrow, I quit being naturally me again to battle with people in what I call “Barbie Mode”. BARBIE MODE? What the hell?!
Barbie Mode is when I go to work looking extremely pretty, smiling, and being all sunshine when I honestly hate it there. I hate the people. I hate being hypocritical, I hate acting that I am alright when I am not.
The truth is, I am not the only one who is playing nice. They are on their side too. It’s just that we need to act pretty so that people would not talk. ( But I know they do talk behind my back). But it’s only a month now. One more month of being Barbie. Just one more month of pretending and then I’ll be gone.
I can’t wait.