It hasnt been easy with the schedule lately. I have to really make time to work out. I have to insist. I have to totally make the effort so I wouldn’t break my rhythm. It was the first time that I was going around my schedules to make time for this kind of activity and it is refreshing. I feel that the effort that I do in my work out is not wasted.
I feel good like this. Its a present to myself that I am being healthy. Plus, I know, one day I’ll fit to my GAL clothes better. It just takes a little bit more effort but I know this will be great in the end.
Its so easy to quit. I mean, I could be writing. I could be watching dramas. I could be sleeping, eating sweets but I dont. I don’t deprive myself though. I have the occassional brownie and cream puff. ( Can’t resist!) But I do try to never stop my diet or I’ll totally backslide.
I am proud of myself. At the very least my arms doesnt look like a boxers and I could wear jeans again. I look decent in dresses .
I wish that this motivation would continue til I gain my confidence again.