Tsuyoku ni Naru… I want to be strong. I want to be stronger. I want to be the best and defeat all those who come against me. I want to look back on my life and say that I am proud that I went through those hardships because I became the person who I would look up to.
But as I am right now, I cannot be proud of myself. I have spent half my life experimenting about things that would make me happy. Things that I thought were good and were me – and I succeeded in making a failure out of myself.
That is enough.
I want to be stronger. I want to be better. I want to make myself proud of who I am. I want to be the best person I can be. I know it will be hard but I will do it. I have enough reasons to do it. I also know that I cannot fail myself again.
This time, I will totally make it.