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Random Thoughts of a Narcoleptic

I was out of the office today. Luckily. I was half asleep the whole day. Narcoleptic because I didnt get sleep. Things were a bit off lately… people keep telling me what to do and not to do and last night I just snapped. Sometimes it’s better to just say it out loud than keep it in.


I learned to reel in myself last night and also open up enough to keep my dignity. I learned to defend my pride. God, was I proud of myself? yes. Because now, I know I could keep my emotions in check. I didn’t cry as much. Logical thinking – yes.

I’m listening to a song right now that was suggested on a friend’s playlist. ( he’s got amazing taste in music — i swear playlist raid!) I love the song. I love the lyrics. will learn on guitar.

Don’t Say Goodbye, Say Goodnight
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i lie awake and feel your nearness i never wanted more than this

i don’t wanna run beneath your tears
i don’t wanna catch them when they’re falling
But its the same old song playin over and over
now i lie upon my face and though we tried
i guess that’s the way it’s supposed to be
don’t say goodbye say goodnight so it’s not over
and if you try and answer why it’s just over it’s goodbye
i hope to see the dawn of daybreak and the sun rise to cloudless skies
and now i’ve tried to see the truth but i close my eyes
and you were there for me and i was there for you
don’t say goodbye say goodnight so it’s not over
and if you try and answer why it’s just over it’s goodbye
but now i lie upon my face and though we tried
i guess that’s the way it’s supposed to be
don’t say goodbye say goodnight so it’s not over
and if you try and answer why it’s just over it’s goodbye
it’s goodbye


Thanks Luci

Anyway, there is forgiveness, but I cannot forget… there is trust to be rebuilt.

Still hoping for something to start…hmmm

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A 30 something fangirl, writer, artist and dreamer, a princess by day and ninja by night who believes in magic, true love and wants to change the world one brush stroke at a time. Marikit is a self-taught artist learning more about art and the world around her.

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