Posted in The Old Life

My First Love

I have been waiting for this day to come. The day when my grandfather and father would finally look at me in a new light. The day when my grandfather would be proud of me. I am glad that it finally came. I was so scared that it may never come — especially after years of frustration that I brought both of them.

You are always gonna be the one…
Itsuka dare ka tomata koi ni ochitemo…
I remember how to love, you taught me how…

I am proud of myself. I am proud of everything I have become. Just now. I feel that things are really starting to look up. For me, for my friends and for everything. My father is proud of me. That is all I could really ask for. I am happy. Happiest Ive been in while…

Thank you Utada Hikaru. Thank you self for believing you can do it.

Its starting to change… my life. Im starting to see myself better and clearer.



A 30 something fangirl, writer, artist and dreamer, a princess by day and ninja by night who believes in magic, true love and wants to change the world one brush stroke at a time. Marikit is a self-taught artist learning more about art and the world around her.

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