Thought today would be better, but it’s not. I woke up feeling sadder than usual. Add that to the fact that Bea is sick. The mood is depressed. I can’t get it off my mind. I tried reading things to keep things in perspective, heck i even did koyama’s picspam. It made me feel better for a bit and then my mood sank again.
Why? I dont know so I am making a list :
- I am worried about
- I wonder what life is going to be at home
- Separation Anxiety
- Leaving USA….
- Readjusting again
Fuck. this. life.
I have to do something to distract myself from hurting myself again.
Answer the phone will you?