Posted in The Old Life

Fuck This life

Thought today would be better, but it’s not. I woke up feeling sadder than usual. Add that to the fact that Bea is sick. The mood is depressed. I can’t get it off my mind. I tried reading things to keep things in perspective, heck i even did koyama’s picspam. It made me feel better for a bit and then my mood sank again.

Why? I dont know so I am making a list :

  • PMS
  • I am worried about
  • I wonder what life is going to be at home
  • Separation Anxiety
  • Leaving USA….
  • Readjusting again

Fuck. this. life.

I have to do something to distract myself from hurting myself again.

Answer the phone will you?


A 30 something fangirl, writer, artist and dreamer, a princess by day and ninja by night who believes in magic, true love and wants to change the world one brush stroke at a time. Marikit is a self-taught artist learning more about art and the world around her.

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